Not right now

I was going to write a (slightly overdue) supercool Blogoversary post. But I can’t do that right now.


At some point I shall probably write about my experience this week of being rushed to A and E (Emergency Room) in a cool ambulance while they tried to work out if I was having a heart attack or pulmonary embolism (thankfully neither). But not right now.

In the near future I shall be interviewing the wonderful Jeff Goins on what he thinks of suffering. Exciting! And soon! But not right now.

My life is being done very messily at the moment as I deal with what looks like a bad ME relapse. Things are getting delayed and put on hold indefinitely. I am stuck in the middle of a giant pause. There is both frustration and freedom in saying these things will happen, but not right now.

Right now, I’m all about watching funny videos. Won’t you join me?


With thanks to my friend Rachel Lane at Innovista for the link.

And if you’ve seen a funny (reasonably clean!) video on YouTube recently, feel free to link in the comments below.


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18 Responses to Not right now

  1. Ashley @ Draw Near 22nd January, 2013 at 12:19 am #

    Oh, dear Tanya. I am so sorry for what you’ve been enduring lately. I am praying for you. That you are being strengthened, that you are given the grace to put one foot in front of the other in this daily life, that you are able to rest in his care. God bless you.

    • Tanya 26th January, 2013 at 1:07 pm #

      Thank you for your prayers – I really value them x

  2. Charity Erickson 18th January, 2013 at 3:58 am #

    Praying! Sending love – and this collection of dogs who are bigger than they think they are.

  3. Mi 18th January, 2013 at 12:36 am #

    Dear Tanya
    I just knew you were having a relapse for Pappa brought you to my mind many, many times these last two weeks! I have been praying for you, my friend, and I know that He is carrying you. Do you have an email address where we can send you little notes of encouragement?
    Much love XX

  4. Janice 17th January, 2013 at 10:43 pm #

    I’m so sorry to hear this. I do hope you are feeling peace in the midst of it all. I’ll be praying for you (and I know you know I don’t say that flippantlly….)

    Grace and peace to you, friend.

    If I run across anything funny, I’ll send it your way!

  5. Mandy 17th January, 2013 at 7:42 pm #

    I needed to just laugh at a funny video, after a tearful healing kind of day. Sorry your ME is being so awful at the moment Tania. I look forward to seeing the not right now things come to fruition when you feel stronger.


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